That's why I would feel more comfortable with going back to pi again than anything else, but, at 43.... I kind of ended up with my interests swayed another direction in the last 2 years.
Something about adventure, that can get to you.
It's not the RW thing, but rather like the PI thing that I've always loved.... (I don't have a lot of money, so I do more dd on this than most folks traveling abroad).
The RW route is new, and since I know so little, my eyes are burning from spending hours and hours reading rw accounts on this screen. Everything from pure marital bliss to outright fraud. I've read it all.
Between now and sometime next year, I will have done enough research on the FSU for 10 people, but not to be a picky pos, but to be simply informed. Know all of the good, bad, and ugly so you know the red flags.
Fortunately, I would NEVER have to do this with a Filipina. Never.
There are tremendous differences..... maybe it is more like chaos organized? Not sure. Who knows, in the future, I may give the heck up and try to find a couple of old loves again from pi. (yeah, go figure on that one!). I still want to know what happened to my 41 year old baby doll in 1998.
Dam relatives got to her or something, I'm telling you, what happened back then was NOT a natural occurence! This was not a good situation, and unfortunately, is why I ended up doing the RW thing for now.
God, give me that beautiful dark sleek haired woman with the brown body that is so attentive to me anytime.... as well as her wonderful oriental cooking in a kitchen that actually works!
I'm getting too emotional I think here... During the olly north hearings, my wife would stuff my lunch bag with TWO HUGE hamburgers, with so much stuff on them it would make you croak! WOW!
I had people that were ready to BUY my extra sandwich, every stinking day! (These things were huge, and she cooked them every morning before I went to work).
This is no BS! She was in her mid 30's at the time. Our marriage was quite a challenge considering her previous husbands influence. She did right by me, particularly when it came to my needs.... and her dedication still makes me smile.
Yeah, I still love her, but you know how it goes. These days we're more like a good brother and sister after so much heel in life.
Peace.
B!
